I was just browsing through a few blogs, and I realised that fiona, sabrina and kellynn's blogs are still - more or less- active! (:

Thus, decided to post. Doesn't really matter if no one reads; this blog could be like my secret hideout place or something huh (oh reminds me of The Secret Garden o; )

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Sometimes, the more you try to convince yourself, the more you doubt it.

Insecurity

I really dislike how the school works.

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and my mum just complained how the miscellaneous fee was too expensive, and told me to stop school. thanks.

Funny Fiona! C:

'eh what do you think her CCA is uh?'
'Um, maybe tennis.'
'Not netball?'
'Yahorh, possible, or maybe basketball also' o.o
'How about track!'

HAHAHA. sigh

tomorrow I probably won't have time to post, so:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIYUAN! :D

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way

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I really love weekends. Time to catch up with my beauty sleep (:

Church tomorrow!

Shontelle is really pretty (:

Alright, bye! Gotta to YouthForCauses stuff yay.

You ask me what's wrong.
Everything's wrong.

There are so many things in my mind, and even though I have been telling myself that I'm not tired, I think my body is protesting.

21 February.

I learn a lot from life everyday.

Toddlers are so cute.

Everyone wants to be a fat bumblebee , because it's The Fashion Statement in some point of their life(:

Anyway, today while I was on my way home like quite late, then this Indian toddler + his or her mum in the lift with me. And he or she (oh gosh i don't even know if the kid was a dude or a dudette ._. ) pointed to my flashy pink bag and laughed, and then pointed to my pink phone and laughed again haha. then after I got out of the lift, my neighbour's kid highfived me and told me that there were cars (even though it was kinda dark and I actually only saw trees haha)

I think I really need to be more decisive on certain things. Because, as much as friends can give me advices, but ultimately it's gonna be me who makes the decision. and I really hope that I make the right one.

I'm actually in the midst of trying to complete my maths RAFT about some discriminant trying to matchmake a curve and a line? ._. alright alright, but I decided I shall post something because, I suddenly feel like blogging. Plus, leaving my blog half dead isn't exactly very fair to it.
These few days, I feel rather...i don't know if it's the right word, but, accomplished?

SATURDAY
was SMPF (: I'm really glad we did pretty alright. Considering how I didn't stutter, and didn't screw up the clicking of workflow, and how the judges didn't ask anything too mathematical that was beyond my comprehension. And I'm really glad to have sabrina and xuanli as my MRP teammates as well, even though the most probably won't read this. Even though we're forever doing last-minute work, and end up pasting scripts on the actual day of the projects fair -ahem-, but I guess having both of them really made the experience so much fun. Plus, I'm like the most un-mathematical person you can ever find doing a maths project /:
Then at night, there was dinner with church yay (:
I think that being the vice president has really helped me to feel more... connected to youth fellowship. And I'm really happy that I'm getting closer to someone whom I was previously quite close to, but drifted away from (: You know, that feeling when you used to be so close to a person, but now you've nothing to tell him/her? Yeah, good thing that's not happening.

SUNDAY AKA TODAY
Church! I think, something really struck my heart today. I didn't go to church in the best mood possible, even though I guess I should have /:
And there was the Q&A session that I kinda screwed even though nicholas and caroline said it was ok. I should have spent more time on it, yes.
Now that MRP is over, it's time to get back to my daily work again.

Tomorrow, I really want to do something, but I'm not sure ):
And I don't know what's the next step I should take, and I don't know how I am suppose to continue like this.

Nevertheless, I thank God for giving me great friends (:

p.s. huixuan thank you for always being there.