sesquipedalian . {adjective formal} characterized by long words; long-winded.

Partly inspired by Yuan's blog, I've decided to revive this blog, but keep it private. I've always admired people who write well. Not so much grandiloquent, but straightforward and sophisticated in their own way. Like Yuan, Ms. Chan and, well, quite a number of my friends. I think that's what Mlle. Fournier calls "personal style" or "personal voice".

To be honest, I have yet to find a difference between this blog (which is, currently, private) and my diary, but I just had the sudden urge to do this despite having quite a bit of university and scholarship essays to craft. The yellow post-it note listing all my undone essays seems particularly glaring on my wall but I'm just gonna ignore it for now.

I shall leave this post as it is for now, while I try to find meaning in this blog. I'll be back, soon!

(on a sidenote, I do recall being sufficiently proficient at handling HTML to edit my blogskin, but all the codes seem kind of foreign now, so I deleted everything. Age must be catching up on me; I seem to prefer everything nice and simple.)

Hey, don't write yourself off yet

It's only in your head you feel left out

Or looked down on

Just do your best

Do everything you can

And don't you worry what their bitter hearts

Are gonna say

It just takes some time

Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride

Everything, everything will be just fine

Everything, everything will be all right, all right

(:

I was just browsing through a few blogs, and I realised that fiona, sabrina and kellynn's blogs are still - more or less- active! (:

Thus, decided to post. Doesn't really matter if no one reads; this blog could be like my secret hideout place or something huh (oh reminds me of The Secret Garden o; )

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Sometimes, the more you try to convince yourself, the more you doubt it.

Insecurity

I really dislike how the school works.

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and my mum just complained how the miscellaneous fee was too expensive, and told me to stop school. thanks.

Funny Fiona! C:

'eh what do you think her CCA is uh?'
'Um, maybe tennis.'
'Not netball?'
'Yahorh, possible, or maybe basketball also' o.o
'How about track!'

HAHAHA. sigh

tomorrow I probably won't have time to post, so:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIYUAN! :D

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way

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I really love weekends. Time to catch up with my beauty sleep (:

Church tomorrow!

Shontelle is really pretty (:

Alright, bye! Gotta to YouthForCauses stuff yay.

You ask me what's wrong.
Everything's wrong.

There are so many things in my mind, and even though I have been telling myself that I'm not tired, I think my body is protesting.